A better person.

Soooooooooo, it's already December! .__.v

Already the last month huh. :B Thinking back about the good & bad things that have happened this year. I gotta say I'm glad that they happened cause I managed to learn a lot & grow as a person, knowing what the right thing to do is & making decisions. It has also been a painful year without doubt but I shan't rant about it because I don't see how ranting would make it any better, that's just how I see it I guess. The thing that I managed to learn & also which hit me the most was to become a better person, not by excelling in everything that you do but by encouraging others even when they are doing waaaaay better than you are. :) It's definitely not an easy thing to do since you put in all of your effort into doing something you like & others just do it better than you so simply like that. But I think that's when you tend to become a better person, when you start to encourage others & continue to put in the effort you've been putting in & keep on trying even when you fail because only when you stop trying you fail. *wise moment* ;)

2012 will be coming to an end real soon & this is the last month to end it well, though I haven't really had a wonderful start to it & though I have bad memories of this month from last year's December I plan to just move forward & dispose all negativity. :) In other words, I want to be the shining light for God when darkness comes like when a bad day comes, I want to make it good no matter what, heh. :D About 2013, I won't ask it to be a good year because if it was, honestly I wouldn't be able to learn anything new. Anyways, when 2013 comes I'll talk about it but until then I should get through December 2012 first. ;p

OHOHOHOHOHO, I finally got my lazy butt to do a D.I.Y (Do. It. Yourself) kinda thing & so far it's been going quite well. Now to just hope it'll turn out the way I want it too. :B