; enough is enough.

The fear of having to walk alone, that you hold deeply inside you.

You know that feeling you get when you're never good enough for anyone?

No matter how hard you try you just never reach up to those expectations.

Probably because you tend to expect to much or it's just to high & impossible to reach.

I don't know anymore, how I'm feeling or how I'm suppose to be feeling. 

I've tried so many times to throw these feelings away & be happy but it's certainly not as easy.

I always end up lying to myself by putting on a fake smile & to be real honest. 

I'm really really tired of having to put up with all these.